A WORD OF GRATITUDE
Nothing uplifts the spirit of a prisoner of conscience more
than
being recognized by like-minded human rights defenders.
When I was first arrested and detained nearly two and a half
years
ago, the first foreign visit to me in prison was a
delegation from
Freedom House. I was
deeply moved when I saw Paul Marshall and
Joseph Assad and I realized then, as I realize now, that I
am not
alone in my struggle for democracy and human rights.
One year and three months later, I was in my prison cell
when I was
rushed out to a communal T.V. room to interpret for the
wardens and
inmates what was unfolding in New York and Washington on
September
11th. Like everyone else I was stunned. I suddenly remembered that
my wife Barbara was in New York and my daughter Randa was
also due to
fly into NYC that same day.
Seeing the tragedy unfold, minute by
minute, translating, interpreting, and trying to make sense
to the
prison officers who gathered, of the horrific scenes on the
T.V.
screen while in an Egyptian prison was quite surrealistic.
A few hours later, back in my cell and alone, I laid awake
all
night. My mind was
focused on my wife and daughter and the scale of
death and devastation.
My tragic imprisonment paled into nothing
compared to the American tragedy, which was soon to become a
global
tragedy. By the
crack of dawn, my exhausted mind, strained spirit,
and tired body gave in to tears and a final hour of sleep on
one
provisional thought - all these tragedies were some how
connected.
Societies that restrict the space for citizens to
participate and
express dissent will eventually spawn a twisted, angry, and
lethal
response.
Freedom House
This is the second time I am being recognized by this great
House of
Freedom. The first
time was exactly three years ago; and that is
when my current ordeal came to the open and has since become
a clash
of wills.
Shortly after I left Washington D.C. at the end of the 1999
Award
Ceremony, a nasty sectarian clash between Coptic Christians
and
Muslims erupted in the Upper Egyptian town of Alkoshh.
Thirty people
were killed, many more injured, and some 100 shops and
private homes
were burned down or sacked.
It was not the first time such sectarian
violent episode took place in modern Egypt. Some 55 similar clashes
had taken place over the previous three decades. But AlKoshh was by
far the ugliest and largest.
Speaking out publicly on what happened in Al-Koshh, not just
the
civilian violence, but the troubling reports of its handling
by the
police forces, was considered by Egypt's State Security
Agency as a
heresy against them.
Organizing some 500 public figures to sign a declaration
with policy
recommendations to put an end to this emerging pattern of
sectarian
strife, was considered an outright defiance.
Publicizing the seriousness of the sectarian problem, was
considered
as tarnishing the wholly perfect and tolerant face of Egypt,
a crime
punishable - we soon learned - under a law from the 1920s
never used
to prosecute another Egyptian citizen before.
The fact that the voice of dissent in all this was a Muslim,
a noted
social scientist, and a credible human rights advocate made
it
difficult to dismiss his pronouncements. At the same time my Ibn
Khaldun Center was training young people to document human
rights
abuses and to monitor local elections. Those I had angered
decided to
act to eliminate Saad eddin Ibrahim from Egypt's public
life.
On the night of June 30, 2000, six months after Al-Koshh, my
initial
arrest took place. I
was detained for 45 days, and interrogated
along with 27 of my associates of the Ibn Khaldun Center and
the
League of Egyptian Women Voters.
In the last three years:
-I have been through two trials, and we still may face a
third, using
laws and courts established under Emergency Law.
-I have been through two detention centers and three
prisons. Along
the way, I made choices.
I was asked, sometimes subtly and sometimes bluntly, to keep
quiet,
to refrain from speaking out, stop advocating minority
rights, and to
disband training for election monitoring. In short, I was asked
either to get out of public life or to get back into prison.
I made my choice, and have no regret whatsoever, despite the
personal
pain and suffering of my family, friends, Ibn Khaldun
associates and
students.
I am confident that whatever my sacrifice or pain inflicted
on those
close to me, it will not be in vain.
My country Egypt, and my Arab-Muslim world deserve better
governance,
a free press, deserve to join the community of world
democracies,
deserve not to live in fear.
That is my Dream.
It is the Dream of millions of voiceless Egyptians, Arabs,
and
Muslims.
I would rather express my Dream and theirs from behind bars
to this
House of Freedom than to live out my remaining years in
silent
comfort.
And I pray that our leaders on both sides take heed. We live
in a
world that must operate through the rule of law, dialogue,
multilateral alliances of those who share our values, and
support for
the self-determination of all people. The alternative is all
too
horrible ----cycles of violence and aggression, and the
terrorist
response that it invariably provokes.
I hope you will stand by us. Freedom for all can save us all.
Saad Eddin Ibrahim
Tora Prison, Cairo